Saturday, November 06, 2004
my back hand for squash has finally improved! whaha`~ damn tiring today zZz.
hmm. someone who keeps hurting you. someone who doesnt really bother about your feelings. no matter how much u love this "someone"... is it still worth carrying on?
i dont exactly feel as terrible as i was last year. im numb i suppose. i mean, how much effort does it take to smash a not-onced-not-twiced-but-thriced shattered heart. haha. and guess i need a heart transplant soon...real soon. i dont even want to think about it anymore. i dont even mean anything to him. so...let it be.
take me with you
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